Brownie Browned Me!

Brownie Browned Me!
Subject: I reject, regret eating brownie.
What: during free afternoon dinner.
What: I also ate a browny, not Chris Brown, Charley.
Where: at First Baptist Church: SW: Portland, OR.
Where: just around four blocks south from me.
When: 3:30pm: Monday: 10/05/2009: PST: OJSA: dog.
Why: I was getting hungry, have little food, myself.
Via: I went with neighbors: Rick, and some lady: both around age forty.

Problem: regret.

Situation: after much "Thank you" lips, since I am sincere enough to be an actual begger, a panhandling monster, making millions, but since I was at this homeless feed (even through people are not really meant to be fed like animals, Mike), going through like a lunch buffet line, and after eating horrible white bread roll with butter (it wasn't horrible, but the whiteness does kill me), and potato and fruit salad and orange juice and a dumb chili hotdog in whiteness buns, I then naturally oiled up the chocolate browny. It could have been a white pastry, my friend almost got me a donut. But I am just typing this out right now as my way of fighting my compulsive eating disorders. I know I will get letters for that one. You do not have a eating disorder. No? But of course, how would you know for you have one yourself. But we also ran right by the animal protesters, some who know me. One said hi, and I just wished I had the time to really stop and talk or play guitar with. The lady I was with also wants me to play with her, since she plays a saxophone. I later tried declining since school, work, or the lack thereof, missions, volunteering, filming, drawing, writing, exercising, church, small groups, dating, friendships, building projects, L4OJ projects, Green Oatmeal things, more filming, talking, family historian, comedian, karaoke, singing, dancing, hiking, and such are, however, always on my mind, and so, even through playing with her is on that list and on my mind, it would also conflict my current transition and struggle and confusion and busy schedule in which nobody will even relate to in full extension at all, but I at least said that I was thinking about school and work and moving somewhere like California and she knows about the rest since I've known them both for the last year but it is still so confusing because I do not know how to go after my dreams but it will not be in the dragon of the browny!